Thanksgiving for friendship…

Posted in Documentary, Filmmaking, Storytelling, Video Blog on December 1st, 2014 by Dave

“Audience Reactive”

Posted in Documentary, Filmmaking, Video Blog on October 27th, 2014 by Dave

A couple of anecdotes about two screenings on the same day of my film “Father Soldier”: two different audiences…and two different reactions!

Thinking Out Loud – Monday, October 13, 2014

Posted in Documentary, Filmmaking on October 15th, 2014 by Dave

Overpopulation?

The Tip of the Iceberg…

Posted in Documentary, Filmmaking, Video Blog on September 22nd, 2014 by Dave

From Talking Top Playing now available online for free!

Posted in Artist Profile, Documentary, From Talking - To Playing, Mira Armij Gill on September 19th, 2014 by Dave

I’m pleased to be able to offer my film, “From Talking to Playing” online for free beginning today, September 19th.
The film, which was released in 2013, is a bio of the fabulous New York City pianist and teacher Mira Gill. Mira’s playing is truly electrifying, and she brings to this film, both in words and action, the passion and struggle of a life dedicated to music.

If you feel this film was worthwhile, and would like to support the continuation of similar worthwhile projects by Agricola Media, please donate by using the button below. Or you can purchase From Talking To Playingon DVD for 19.95








Last Film, Next Film…

Posted in Documentary, Filmmaking, Video Blog on September 15th, 2014 by Dave

Please feel free to comment. I, (and I’m sure others), would appreciate hearing your thoughts about how you work on your own films – or other artwork for that matter!

Thanks, Dave Esposito

Announcing a new Video Blog by Dave Esposito

Posted in Documentary, Editing, Filmmaking, Video Blog on September 13th, 2014 by Dave

I’m happy to invite you to my new video blog that will be posted each Monday morning at 9am beginning Monday, September 15th. I’ll discuss a whole range of film making topics from methods and gear to my own thoughts about storytelling. I hope you’ll join me!

Approaching my next project…

Posted in Documentary, Editing, Filmmaking on September 1st, 2014 by Dave

 

Friendship Film

Evolving “Mind Map” for my next film on the theme of Friendship.

As I’ve progressed as a film maker though half a dozen film  projects, I’ve gradually changed how I conceive, work on, and execute my films. More and more I find myself moving  towards a completely organic way of doing things. For me, this means having lots of things going on at once…and being ready to follow a whim at a moment’s notice. To me, a whim, a glimpse, a half-formed image in my head, are all-important because they provide clues to what my story is about. Where it’s heading, what it is and what it might be.

In previous films, I’d find a subject; a clothing designer, a pianist, a Vietnam veteran. I’d ask them to tell their story,  then add the trimmings of  music and visuals to amplify their tales. Of course, I had a lot of selecting and editing to do in order to arrive at a narrative that presented a distilled summary of my subject. And on the whole,  I think these films  turned out to be fair to middling. But I wasn’t all that aware of my own drives, needs, and yearnings as an added character that I unconsciously brought to each film. In retrospect, I believe I approached these subjects from the outside looking in…

Father Soldier” changed all that for me. I think, at first glance, the film might seem to be a repetition of my previous working methods…Interviews edited then illustrated with sound and visuals. I guess, loosely speaking, that working method could be said of almost any documentary.

In order to give myself a reason to make a film about Father Leo, I spent a lot of time thinking about why I was drawn to his character. His personal story was on the interesting side, no denying that.  But I became more and more aware as I struggled for a reason to commit to this project that what I found most interesting about my subject was the perfection of his life. That given a fine constitution, a good mind, and the nurturing environment of a golden childhood, he not only was able to take on World War II, withstand the loss of many buddies including his best friend, but additionally, weather the  associated trauma of actually witnessing their deaths.

I can’t even imagine what that must have been like. How does a person go on after experiencing that kind of devastation? Maybe you “survive”, but can you ever really live, flourish and be there for others? How does your best friend actually dying in your arms not be the defining moment of your life? Which is exactly the answer I expected when I asked Father Leo what his defining moment was. His answer, delivered with no hesitation, was that becoming a priest was that moment, that experience of a lifetime. That really hit me! So I spent a lot of time trying to come up with imagery and sound that expressed loss, grief, solace, and redemption. I filmed a lot in bad weather so that I could use nature to amplify my character’s thoughts and emotions.  Portraits of trees strong and bending, the rustle of the wind, the soft blanketing comfort of snow falling , rain and moving water. So many different emotions can be projected on these natural forces…

It seems to me that whether it’s choosing to be a priest, a teacher, a toll booth operator or an artist, there is a moment of decision that defines each life.  For some it might be a terrible ordeal, like a war,  and then a decision point as to whether to seek life and meaning – or to live in or re-experience the past. For others it might be a long search, with no real external trauma influencing anything.  A long search…and finally an answer to the direction of one’s life.

Stanley Kubrick once said that existence was entirely meaningless , and that given that fact,  it then becomes the job of each human being to create that meaning.  I like what Kubrick says because essentially  choosing one’s life path becomes a creative decision.  And  it’s a job.

 

 

 

 

 

Thoughts on my current film, “Father Soldier”…

Posted in Documentary, Editing on August 25th, 2014 by Dave

dave's portraiMy most recent film, Father Soldier, a profile on the life of Father Leo Hetzler, CSB, has been available live on the web for the past week. So far I’ve gotten some very nice responses from online viewers. The one most interesting came from my older brother, Joe, who said he screened the film, went to bed, and woke up near dawn after dreaming that he was hearing and thinking about Father Leo’s voice…

Early this past week, my wife and I were invited to the Basilian Home here in Rochester, which is where Father Leo and a number of older priests are in retirement. We were treated to a really nice meal, and then we screened the film. There were ten priests total in attendance. As usual, I stood behind the audience with one eye on them and the other on the screen. Most of the priests are retired academics – they’re a very bright and sophisticated bunch – and they’re all still quite sharp. I felt a bit intimidated at all that brain power in the room and wondered what they were thinking about while watching the piece.

When it was over, four of them were plainly moved by the film, their affect ranging from mistiness, to tearfulness, to outright sobbing. The sobbing, for me, was really disconcerting – actually it was a bit frightening. I checked on the priest immediately and put my arm around him. His name was Father Paul, 88 years old, and the same age as Father Leo. I asked him if he was OK, he nodded, and I moved away. I found out later from Father Leo, that the scenes of boyhood really got to him. He said to Father Leo, “that was my childhood!”

Another priest, Father Al, a retired mathematics professor at St. John Fisher College, walked over to me quickly, gave me a big hug and cried, “God Bless you, God Bless you!

Father Leo himself was tearful, but quiet. I asked him why he was emotional at this screening, since he had already viewed the film twice previously. He said that the first two times he was watching it to see how it hung together, whether there were any problems with it factually, etc. This time he said he could just let it wash over him. He told me he was deeply honored by what I had done.

Tim, a philosophy professor from St. John Fisher who I had interviewed a couple of days earlier for my next film project, was also in attendance. He thanked me for the screening, didn’t say anything in particular about the film, but the next day emailed me with names I should call over at the college in order to arrange screenings for larger groups. Action not words!

The biggest surprise of the screening was in my own reaction to the film. Being the person who had filmed, edited and watched the film literally dozens and dozens of times as it came together, I had thought that I would never be able to view it with fresh eyes – except perhaps after a long break. At the time of this screening I felt completely unable to evaluate it, except from my own skewed perspective of course.

Well, as I stood behind the audience and felt the vibe coming off them, I saw the film, if not with fresh eyes, at least through theirs. And it was great – in fact it was thrilling! My wife and co-producer, Ann, told me I caught her eye during the screening. She said I was moving my right arm and leaning towards the screen as if I was conducting an orchestra! I just vaguely remember being caught up in the moment…and hoping people were riding the wave with me.

I think the most wonderful part of a successful screening, or any presentation of one’s artwork, is coming to the realization that you actually had an effect on the audience, not by talking or interacting with them directly, but through the third party of a piece of artwork that exists separately from you. It is something to be savored, though never taken for granted. I’ll call on it when I’m in the throes of my next production, which will be on the theme of friendship.

Agricola Media’s Latest Production, “Father Soldier,” now online…

Posted in Documentary on August 19th, 2014 by Dave
Subject of the film of "Father Soldier", a film by Dave Esposito

Leo Hetzler, subject of the film  “Father Soldier”, a film by Dave Esposito

 

I’m happy to announce that my latest film, Father Soldier, is now available for screening online. Shot and edited over the past year, and with a running time of 27 minutes 20 seconds, the film explores the life of Father Leo Hetzler. an 88 year old Catholic Basilian priest.

Leo Hetzler fought his way through Europe in World War II, survived the Battle of the Bulge, had his best friend die in his arms, came home and went on to become a Catholic priest and educator. I tried to capture the soulfulness of this remarkable  human being…and to portray what profound experiences a single life can hold…

 

If you feel this film was worthwhile, and would like to assist in the continuation of similar film making projects, please donate by using the button below. Thank you, Dave Esposito